your words never go unheard

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when i was a kid i said “i never want to get married.”

now here i am, 36 and a spinster.

when i was a kid i said “i never want to have children.”

now here i am, 36 and childless (and no sperm donor in site!).

when i was a kid i wanted to be many things.

now here i am, 36 and struggling at all of them.

when i was a teenager i proclaimed naively “maybe i’d rather date assholes cause the good ones are boring.”

now here i am, 36 and mission accomplished. (result- childless spinster and no sperm donor in site)

when i was a teenager i told everyone i wanted to live in europe.

now here i am, 36, living in spain and wondering what the hell i am doing here.

and at some point i guess i must have screamed out “i want to be alone.” !

the upshot, i finally get it!

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