today i realised that Caco unblocked a certain acceptance of myself within me. when he said that he appreciated all shapes and sizes of women, that a chubbier woman was known as a “gordelicia” to him and that his voluptuous double base was Marta a gordelicia it flicked a switch in me that said allow yourself and ever since i feel my body is in it’s most natural state ever-unconditionally appreciated by me just as it is.
i finally appreciate myself. i am not trying to change or improve anything just take care of it. love it and care for it.
now that i can appreciate myself fully, it’s time to do the same for my parents. it’s time to accept and love them unconditionally, without judgement and fully.